chun's attempt to make my insomniac self asleep

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you're basically killing me with your husky voice,

and that sexy(?) ukulele of yours

kyaaaaa~

JYJinJapan

An unforgettable JYJ concert? I WAAAAAAANNNNT~~~~~

Unfortunately, I'm not a Japanese, nor a Korean #foreverbutthurt

So, these are some of the official fan goods that the LUCKY fans can get their hands on this day..

this poster screams: you know you want us

HELL YEAH I WANT YOU GUYS! *bawls eyes out*

this t-shirt is so damn cool, it's so flyyy weh!

*i soooo, going to buy this! replica je laa*

fan-made by oppa's fans.

I want to be there.... holding this, watching oppa perform, cries out of happiness, screams like true fangirl would, and have the fun of my life.. I want an unforgettable concert too..

#confessionofabutthurtfangirl

the wristband. it's pink! i loiike ^^

I WAAAAAAANNNTTTT!

*screams head off*

oppa, Y U NO come to malaysia?

(っ￣³￣)っ

junsu is lookin' foiiiiine here :DDD

[Cr: Yoosutique + jeje_reico + JJ_peace + JYJ3]

get out

And it's finally out!!! Without warning, for me, that is. But apparently, a news about it came out the day before yesterday, so yeah, blame my IB life.

All I've got to say NOW is IT IS AWESOMEEEEE!

*back to IB life*

....will edit this some other time....

till next time, annyeong yeoreobun~ ^^

the story behind "in heaven"

Much of us already know this. That Jaejoong wrote this song (In Heaven) for his best friend, Park Yongha who committed suicide. (R.I.P Park Yongha, June 30, 2010)

But there is a greater meaning behind the lyrics and the MV. T.T I cried because of this... you must be in great pain Jaejoong-ah. Stay strong!

So, what is it with the lyrics? Isn't it about a girl wanting to separate, but the boy don't want to? And what about the MV? Isn't it about a guy who care about his work more than his girlfriend and when she died, he was given a second chance and he did his best till in the end, both of them are in heaven? (fiuhhh this is the full summary of the 6+ minutes MV)

The answers to these questions are yes and yes, but Jaejoong originally wrote this song for his friend and there's a true story and it is a tragic one.

Jaejoong composed this song to show that everyone has feelings of regret. This song was inspired by actor Park Yongha’s passing. The day before Park Yongha committed suicide, he called Jaejoong to go out for a drink, but since Jaejoong was in the US, recording for the album, he had to pass up on the offer, saying that they would go out for drinks when he got back. Unfortunately, he was unable to make good on the offer as the next day, Park Yonghwa committed suicide, much to Jaejoong’s shock.

It’s really a heartbreaking one. Jaejoong must feel regretful because of this. Unlike the MV, Jaejoong wasn’t given “a second chance” like Junsu had gotten and that he and Yongha are permanently separated from each other. Nawwwww, I want to cry~

T.T

in heaven

Tracklist:

01 Get Out

02 In Heaven (Narr. Kim Jeongeun)

03 낙엽 (Fallen Leaves)

04 소년의 편지 (Boy’s Letter)

05 Mission

06 I.D.S (I Deal Scenario)

07 Pierrot

08 You’Re

09 Nine

10 이름 없는 노래 PART 1 (The Song Without A Name)

It's finally out!!! Well, I've got to say that JYJ gonna make it big. They'll blow your mind! haha (Suju too, fighting!) Oh, please let JYJ perform on music shows. Imma make a riot if they still don't let my 3 boys perform on decent music shows. Such talent like them, won't it be a waste if they don't let them perform????? Jaejoong-ah, himnae! (TN: be strong!) I know you are strong, and I know you can get through this. Whatever it is, I'll be by your side. NO MATTER WHAT.

About the song in heaven itself, I love the idea of including the narration by Kim Jung-eun.

*I think I've seen her somewhere*

I like the emotion she portrayed. She managed to pull it off! I cried listening to this song. It's about two lovers; the girl wanting to leave, and the boy just can't let her go and insist her to love him again, like she used to do. But, the behind story of this song also touches my heart. Jaejoong made this song for Park Yong-hwa, a best friend of his, who decided to take his own life not long ago. It must have been very hard for Jaejoong; that's why he's always full of emotion when he sing this song.

*this makes me nosebleed*

In terms of the MV, I like the story line. Junsu-Jihyo love story is soooo sweet! <3 I managed to *forcefully* show this MV to my classmates, and the response was all good! haha (A/N: thank you classmates, for showing support T.T)

Now, I can't wait for Get Out MV. All 3 of the boys will be featured in it (+ their super cool cars). Imma dieeeee >____<

So, here's what I'm going to highlight in this post in the first place. Sorry for getting carried away... T.T

In heaven Translation

Narration:

Woman: I'm going to leave now
YC: Can’t you stay by my side?

Woman: I'm going to come back so...
YC: Liar, liar

Woman: No, don't you know how much I love you
YC: Can't you show that love to me right now?

Woman: I love you
YC: Can't we love again?

JJ: As of right now, I can't say anything
The miracle of you- it all seems like a fantasy
The last image of you seems to be locked only in my memories

YC: I wonder if you are watching me from somewhere
Even if I regret, it's too late- I can't see you anymore

The tears of the shadows of my memories are watching over that place

JJ: I can't say those words, I really can't- as much as you were by my side
I'm sorry but I can't- everything comes shaking back to me now

JS: By waiting a little more, by wandering through my dreams
I'm afraid I will close my eyes inside of you

JJ/JS: Don’t go, Don’t leave me; YC: Can’t you stay by my side

JJ/JS: Lies, all lies; JJ: Everything, I can’t hear

JS/YC: I love you, I love you; JJ: Can’t you show me that just one word

JS/YC: I love you, I love you; JS: Will you love me once more

YC: Time already passed like this. I try looking for your traces but they are erased

The last memories of you are locked in the rims of my tears

JS: Just end it, end me- if you're not going to be next to me

I'm sorry but I'll leave now- following your footsteps

JJ: Following the road with no end- as I wander to find you
I'm afraid I will lose you and be sad

JJ/JS: Don’t go, Don’t leave me; YC: Can’t you stay by my side

JJ/JS: Lies, all lies; JJ: Everything, I can’t hear

JS/YC: I love you, I love you; JJ: Can’t you show me that just one word

JS/YC: I love you, I love you; JS: Will you love me once more

JYJ:

Don't leave, don't leave- can't you stay?
Lies, lies, I don't hear anything
I love you, I love you- can't you show me?
Can't you love me, love me, love me?
Don't leave, don't leave- can't you stay?
Lies, lies, I don't hear anything
I love you, I love you- can't you show me?
Please come back

JJ/JS: Don’t go, Don’t leave me; YC: Can’t you stay by my side

JJ/JS: Lies, all lies; JJ: Everything, I can’t hear

JS/YC: I love you, I love you; JJ: Can’t you show me that just one word

JS/YC: I love you, I love you; JS: Will you love me once more

TT____TT