Tuesday, December 18, 2012

reason I chose to stay

because I don't have a nice camera….yet

Yes, my current phone's camera got scratched so, there is this annoying mark in every picture that I have to edit every picture I took to make it not visible. It's doable, but very troublesome.



because I'm not prepared to travel

I don't have a nice pair of winter boots, winter coat and definitely not in the mood to travel when my life is still not organised. I NEED to find a new duvet cover and my bolster ASAP *O*




because I need time for myself

I've been neglecting my wants these few days cramming for the final exam. I need to catch up with my needs. *sobs*



because Dublin is still unexplored

There is so much in Dublin itself that I haven't been able to explore it by myself. The Cliff of Moher, the shopping malls, bubble tea shop, I need to set foot to every inch of Dublin City ground!


Wednesday, November 21, 2012

kimi ni todoke

If anyone of you want to watch kimi ni todoke, be it the live action movie or anime season 1 and 2, with eng sub, I'll provide the download link if you comment on this post.

p.s : doing a good deed now ;)

Jaane!

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Malaysia kidalyeo!

19th May 2013
Imma bring back with me…

1. Glory

2. Digestive biscuits

3. Aldi Choceur chocolates

4. Ireland t-shirts

5. Fridge magnets

6. Maltesers

7. Keychains

Monday, November 12, 2012

my dublin wishlist


Wish 1: visit forever 21 during sales

Wish 2: grab a bubble tea

Wish 3: make my very own version of cream puffs

Wish 4: stand at the edge of Cliff of Moher

Wish 5: make a snow angel during winter

Wish 6: make variety of recipes using potatoes
   




Wish 7: rock a boot


Wednesday, October 17, 2012

him again

He was walking towards me
Flabbergasted and not knowing how to react, my friend told me to keep my cool and pretend we're in deep conversation with each other

….
….
Few steps closer
….
….

My eyes were looking everywhere
Everywhere, but him

Then our path crossed
I finally decided to look at his face
And there he was
Smiling

And I smiled back

^^

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

updates

Gege
I saw him today
On my way down the stairs
And he was on his way ascending the staircase

*******

He was acting peculiar
Kept staring down the floor
If I don't know any better, it's as if he's avoiding me?
I wanted to say hi to him
But I didn't

*******

What is his intention?
Was he shy?
Are we still in the awkward phase?
Or is it because of the girl he was with?
Or he's just being I-don't-know-you-so-stay-off snobbish self?
But then again, that is soooo Zhi Shu

So, you're forgiven

Thursday, October 4, 2012

of Gege


He's really one of a kind in our class.
So, I can't give much info about him because it'll sell him out instantly.
So, let's just stick with him being nicknamed as Gege.
And that's all coming out from my mouth as of now.
He has this baby face and this innocent look in him.
Love how he smiles and the way he put his hand on his chin while attentively listening to the lectures, which I'm supposed to do the same but then was distracted by him.

******

It's funny how these past few weeks I had been seeing the not-so-macho side of him.
The first incidence was when I went to the library to study the lecture beforehand that I saw him, while browsing through the seats which is available.
Just then, I saw him.
Lying his head on top of a book, tilting his body to one side and with his mouth slightly opened, snoozing off.
It was a really funny scene but since it happened in the library, I just walked pass him trying very hard to hold my laughter.

******

He was in front of me when we're ascending up a flight of stairs.
Then suddenly, he tripped on his own foot and fall rather dramatically just before reaching the end of the stairs.
It happened almost all too sudden that I was like "what happened?"
Nevertheless, he kept his cool and just walk briskly while I followed slowly behind him.

******

I really hope I get many more episodes with him.
It's really interesting getting to know him.
He's considerate, proactive and friendly.

He's my own version of Zhi Shu from It Started With a Kiss
Can I be his Xiang Qin then?

@.@'''

Friday, September 14, 2012

everyday new adventure

Adventure log 101
[ aka the 30-day challenge ]

Day 1:
Checked in into the house alone because the other housemates were on later flights. Settling in, I heard the fire alarm, and thought I was the one who caused it ( I hanged my clothes on the heater to dry them ) So, I quickly went out just to find myself among the caucasian crowd and only me being a Muslim and properly covered. The others went out with only their spaghetti top and shorts and were hugging each other for body heat =,=

Day 2:
Had problem changing my term address to the current Ireland address I'm residing now. And so, I went to the student help desk to find a gorgeous Irish guy, but not so friendly, helping me out settling the problem. His eyes are alluring, I'm practically drowned in his eyes. >.< During peer mentor meeting, I got a nice girl mentor from the States but apparently she looks like Malaysian Chinese so I thought she's from Malaysia. By the time I knew she was from the US, it was already old news. So, till now, I haven't really got the chance to know her better because of the late realization. =,=

Day 3:
Orientation was over. So, we went out for some MASSIVE shopping. Brought 2 hand luggages with us but still they're not enough to stuff our stuffs. So, we went back with hands full of things and back full of pain. =,=

Day 4:
Went to the airport to pick up the Galway-ians. As a senior ( by 3 days ), I feel obliged to do so. ( puihhh ;p ) We went by ourselves, with no kakaks to accompany us along the way. Then, we went for a picnic by the lake with some akaks and ate spaghetti and some yummy cheesecake. A dog almost caused me a heart attack when it went sniff sniff at our laid-out food and the dog was just beside the person next to me. *.* Then, we went to open house at the back of Merville. Being "fashionably late", we joined the supposedly seniors-only session in the evening. So, we were the only juniors there and jumbo sale was a huge success that the only thing left was just the 2-3 euro things that was, uh, well, not up to my liking =,=

Day 5:
Went to kak dara's house. Tried out the bicycles. ( I'm planning to buy one soon! ) And went for shopping in the city some more. Unfortunately, can't find a suitable waterproof overcoat. :( Nevertheless, our shopping session was a huge success today too, that our hands are full with shopping stuffs and our back and legs were hurting =,= Back to our house, we don't have anything to eat except for the Day 1's rice which the seniors gave us. So, we heated that, and an akak gave us her taco fries which apparently she hasn't try it yet ( super guilty x1000 ) But, the fries were DEH-LI-COUS!

Day 6:
1st day of lecture. The same thing happened as it was over the years: Malaysians filled the front part of the lecture hall while the Irish and other people from other countries filled up the back part. Lecture halls are apparently shielded ( somehow ) that we can't find any reception once we're in that place: so no calls or even texts at all =,=

Day 7:
2nd day of lecture, 2nd day of puasa in Ireland. Stomach kept on grumbling and the fact that it does is killing me! The lecture hall was as quiet as the graveyard and I was trying hard to make it sound less embarrassing. =,=

Day 8:
Electives I've chosen before somehow got clashed with other core modules so I HAD to change my electives, at the last minute. And the only thing which is available is Italian =,=

Day 9:
Tried the photocopy machine and it got us begging for some change T.T But, it was fun since it made me try to talk with the locals. They're not that bad. Hopefully, they're not that bad during my CAL and dissection session as well. Amin. The wind was blowing VERY hard today. I was literally blown away! Note to self: never to wear skirts during the windy days. Too dangerous. *.*

Day 10:
Forgot to bring out my sweater and not bothering too much about it, I just went out with only single layer of clothing. It was 12°C and the wind was blowing hard today too. A few asked whether I'm not cold. Duhhhh. I was freezing cold! But then, it was still bearable. I'm a strong girl what? *.*

Day 11:
4 open houses to be attended but we managed to go to only 2. Went to the city, and though we've been shopping in the city for three times already, still, we went back home with legs hurting and back pain because of the excessive shopping stuffs. I carried around with me my atlas, and 2 other medical books behind my back while shopping; the books I managed to take from the seniors. =,=

Day 12:
Scrambled through the contents of the cabinet to fill my stomach which can lasts until evening, hopefully. All of us were too tired ( or just too lazy ) to cook, so we just settled down with stuff like yesterday's nasi lemak made by the boys, toast, cereal and other no-need-to-cook food stuff. Suddenly, I miss home because everytime I woke up, food will always be ready. Or I would find the fridge filled with stuff that can be instantly cooked and served. T.T Oh, today, we managed to cook rice without rice cooker. Yay!

Day 13:
Freshers' week! I joined the related Socs: M-Soc ( Malaysian Soc ), i-Soc ( Islamic Soc ), Med-Soc ( Medical Soc. ) . Planned to join the Dram-Soc, well, just because we enjoyed watching plays and stuff, and yeah, it might be a good idea mingling with people, doing the backdrops and whatnot. But maybe not. Haven't decide what to take up for sports yet. Then we had peer mentor meeting, and I swear I heard my mentor mentioning about her home in Malaysia. But, I didn't quite catch her words so I just let it by and laugh it off. =,= I wonder when I will be able to get to know her well. I hope it's soon. I kinda like her ( not in any weird way though ). She's nice :)

Day 14:
Yes, I'm sure it has been 2 weeks since I first set foot on Ireland's ground, no doubt about it. Trip to the bank wasn't successful. Looks like I'm not ready yet to go on my own. I was literally helpless when no one's there beside me T^T I hope to change this asap. I need to become a strong and independent woman! Psychology class was blehhh. We didn't manage to attend the first lecture so we were pretty much clueless to what we're learning. Still can't decide the sports I want to join, it's now down to 3 options:
- Karate: ibu is sending my karate gi soon, so I won't be wasting ibu's money in posting that to me, and the fees is pretty reasonable which is 10 euro per year. The training time is also manageable.
- Archery: the guy in the booth was friendly despite his outer appearance ( which looks rather scary ) and I always wanted something which is not that vigorous, but the fees is more expensive which is 20 euro per year.
- None: if I forgot to bring money tomorrow, then byebye to both of them. Money saved, more time for my dramassss :)

Day 15:
I'm just flat out tired. It's only 10.30pm now and I think Imma hit the bed NOW. It had been a loooong day today, a dreadful one. Please let me adapt faster T^T

Day 16:
Embryology class was a fun one, thanks to a VERY kawaiii~ Japanese lecturer. Met a French girl, Jane :) Gege was with a girl in both of the classes. Once again, he distracted me T___T CAL class for basic tissue went well as well, alhamdulillah. Sat to an Irish girl named Lizzy. Irish is not thaaaat friendly. But, yeah, she's still nice. Good to know that she's just as clueless as me. Good, in terms that now I know I'm not the only one =,=

Day 17:
Rushed to the lecture theater because we left home 15 minutes before the class starts. We managed to print the lecture notes even in that short amount of time. *phewww* Skyped with so many people today: wanchik, maksu, ariesya, opah, ibu, ayah lang, mak lang, wan chow, anak2 wanchow, abah. Missing one person: ayang T^T

Day 18:
Went for a picnic out in the park when the temperature was 3°C. We were freezing cold but the picnic went well nevertheless. We took some pictures in the oh-so-lovely St. Stephen Green Park. Then, we went for some shopping. Again, this time too, we didn't fail to shop till we drop. Tried out hot chocolate at Insomnia and it was DELICIOUSSSS! So, I went to get another dose of it on our way back home. Ate nasi lemak made by an akak whose food is as good as masakan ibu ;) We returned to our house at 8pm-ish. Dreaded the long way back to our house since it was soooo cold and we needed to use the washroom asap. >.<

Day 19:
Went to seniors' house which is sooooo near to the gate behind Health Science Building. It's like 10 minutes walk to the health science building. Seriously a very niceeee house. SUPERB! Close to the campus, bus stop, masjid, halal shop. You can't ask for more! I hope we can move into a house like that, or… even better, we can move into that exact house! >3<

Day 20:
Went out of the house to find that it was raining and it was very cold. Reached health science building soaking wet since I don't own any umbrella or anything that can keep me dry. Went to AIB to activate online banking and was rewarded a voucher to redeem free coffee and muffin. I got myself a cup of milk chocolate (delicious!) and a chocolate chip muffin. Then, during the late afternoon class, I was quite late to enter the lecture theater. I didn't know what to do upon seeing the seats beside Gege was empty, but I didn't dare to sit beside him. So, I went across the lecture theatre to sit away from him. Seriously, I won't be studying if I were to sit next to him. But then, I felt a slight regret not doing it. I mean, it's not like I can get that chance where he sits by himself, with no girl beside him. Haish. What a waste =.=;;;

Day 21:
It's raining today too. So it has been raining 2 days straight starting from last morning. Went for my health screening early in the morning. But then, need to make another appointment for blood test since it is not long after I took my third HepB shot. The consultant was very careful when taking my blood. I can't imagine me doing the same thing as her. Have to start practicing from now! >.< Then, I signed up for JapsSoc. Finally, a society which I personally like. Since there's no KoreanSoc here, the Japs is good enough. They'll be joining forces with KoreanSoc from another university and make kimchi, if I heard right, so, I still can get access to some Korean here. Weeee~ Then, later in the vening, we went for a talk about "Do we need a religion?" It was informative, and I met Muslim from all over the world, which is cool. There's a not-yet-Muslim who attended the talk which I find very amazing and I was touched, somehow, by his question "A pious Christian who do good deeds, living a good life, will he go to heaven or hell?" Sheikh answered with an analogy, that it's the same as if you're very good with your parents; you'd do anything they said and would talk good about them all the time. But, you go and tell him that "Dad, I'd do anything you said, but I don't want to admit that you're my father" It's simple logic, that you have to BELIEVE and ACCEPT the fact that Allah is THE only god and everything else follow suit.

Day 22:
Finally, it stopped raining today. A lot happened today. And they were all good. Alhamdulillah. First thing was the Malaysian mixer. We didn't plan on going because first, we didn't know it was a MALAYSIAN mixer. Personally, when I hear there's a (just) mixer going to be held, I thought it's another plan of theirs to get boosts and whatnot, things they usually do every day. And yeah, I thought there's gonna be alcohol involved so I decided not to go. But then, we decided to go at the very last minute, somehow. We started making food: fried beehoon and chicken curry. I was contemplating whether to go or not in the process because I don't want the same thing happen as the international reception: a lot went through my mind. In the end, we were there, in the meeting room and represented our food which they happily took and eat with much passion, if not more. We mingled around, and were being told by almost everyone that the food was good. ;) Then, it was the CAL class, I sat at the end of the row while Gege sat on the opposite end. I decided not to sit next to him this time because it would be too obvious(?) LOL. But then, I was rather disappointed because Roe doesn't talk much and I was the one who initiated conversations. Gege would initiate conversations and I prefer it to be that way because I might have a lot in my mind to say, but just don't have the guts to say it. In the evening, I went to my first ever Karate training here in UCD. We were late and was greeted by a nice senior by the name of Darren, if I'm not mistaken. He tried to shake hands with us but we politely declined saying that we don't do physical contact with the opposite gender without any relationship. He seemed to be cool about it and make a joke about it too. So, yeah, awkward moment: terminated. Sensei is very good, and funny. He called me by my full name when I told him to just call me Mai. It's a pity that I don't have his name when he remembered my name throughout the class. =,= Since it has been long since I last did Karate, my legs were hurting and my steps were messed up. Again, limbs are not being cooperative so there are a few moments when I go stiff, and awkward doing the movements and the Sensei sensed it. =,=

Sorry, apparently this is all that I can write. It's day 28right now and I already forgotten what I did for day 23 onwards. So, I guess this is the end of the 30-day challenge, and yeah, I failed it, obviously. =,=

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

i believe i can fly

Hiyaaa! What's the craic?
Haha. Can't believe I'm in Ireland now. Alhamdulillah.
With two transits; 1 in Bangkok and the other in Copenhagen, I finally touched down in Dublin Airport at 10am (local time) on 4th September 2012.

I really have to thank first of all, Allah for this opportunity and a lot of people for all the support I get and all the advices and well wishes.
Thank you all so much.
I never expect such a reaction from people I barely knew, and it just makes me, if not more, enthusiastic and very much determined to stay in this path, not letting my and other people's dream (which is for me to succeed) down.
I know 5 years being away from Malaysia would be a tough one.
And truthfully speaking, me myself is not very sure whether I can pull it off.
But, Allah plans best.

There MUST be a reason why I only got one interview which is the full-course interview in the first place.
And there MUST be a reason why am I chosen alongside the 13 other students to become full-course students in UCD.

Therefore, I can't be weak and I can't afford to self-pity myself.
I can't be intimidated by the Irish accent.
I can't be shy to say "sorry, can you repeat that again" in times I can't catch with their super fast "rap".
I can't be insecure with my muslimah appearance.
I can't waver in times I'm asked to do something against the syariah.
And I definitely can't fear something which has not happened yet and keep my mind positive all the time.

Besides, what's the point of studying in Ireland when you never have the chance to interact with the Irish and can't pick up their accent?
I might be better off stay in Malaysia, interact with ONLY Malaysians, in Malay, and eat mom made food everyday.

But, that's not the situation here.
Now that I'm in Ireland, for real, I have to strive hard, never give up and get that freaking degree.
And above all, I'm doing this all only for one reason: Redha Allah

Biiznillah

P.S Do pray for me to stay strong and do well in all my future undertakings, insyaAllah. Amin


Wednesday, August 29, 2012

cermin

Salam, penduduk Bumi semuanya!

Post kali ni akan ditulis dalam bahasa Melayu.
Sebabnya, takut lari maksud sebab penulis dengar pengisian ni dalam bahasa Melayu.

Sebelum tu, nak beritahu bahawa penulis insyaAllah akan terbang ke Ireland minggu depan. (esok baru tahu tarikh yang tepat)
Jadi, nak mintak semua penduduk penduduk Bumi yang baca blog ini, atau spesifiknya, post kali ini, untuk doakan penulis " selamat pergi dan selamat balik, semoga berjaya mengenggam segulung ijazah dalam bidang Medicine "
:)

Kembali kepada tujuan asal kita.
Ketika sedang duduk duduk dekat kedai Mamak bersama ibu dan abah, sambil menikmati roti Naan bersama kari dan ayam tandoori, *telan air liur* abah mula meninggalkan amanat amanat yang tak berapa nak terakhir. ( A/N penulis pasti banyak lagi amanat yang belum dan bakal diturunkan )

Dalam banyak banyak yang abah cakap, penulis terkesan dengan satu cerita yang abah kongsi dan sekarang, penulis sangatlah berminat untuk berkongsi dengan penduduk penduduk Bumi sekalian.
Ceritanya tentang penagih dadah.

Abah cerita, penagih penagih dadah umur 70-80 tahun, diorang sedih tengok generasi muda sekarang ni, ikut jejak langkah diorang, hisap dadah.
Walhal, dah trangtangtang, depan mata, apa akibat kalau sekali hisap, takkan ada berpusing balik. ( baca: there's no turning back. )
Dan akhirnya, duduk merempat, badan kurus kering, dikeji masyarakat, tersisih daripada keluarga dan boleh dikatakan tak ada masa hadapan langsung.
Dan abah cerita, memang diorang ( penagih penagih dadah 70-80 tahun ni ) sangat menyesal perbuatan diorang hisap dadah dulu.
Tapi tu dulu, tu masa diorang takde panduan, takde cermin nak tunjuk apa akibat kalau diorang buat camni, camni, camni…
Diorang lah peneroka pertama dalam penagihan najis dadah ni.
Jadi, diorang tak expect hidup diorang akan jadi camtu.
Pada diorang, diorang nak rasa macammana rasa khayal, seronok2..
Tapi malang sekali, semua tu sekejap je, jangka masa pendek.
Namun, akibat buruk daripada menghisap dadah memberi kesan jangka masa yang sangat panjang.
Jadi, sangat bodohlah, orang orang sekarang yang masih gatal gatal tangan, buat buat buta mata, cuba hisap dadah, walaupun dah tahu dan nampak depan mata akibat hisap dadah yang sangat azab tu.

Jadi sama konsep yang digunakan dalam perjalanan penulis ke negara orang nanti.
Abah cakap bukanlah cik penulis yang jadi peneroka pertama belajar, menjejakkan kaki ke Ireland.
Berpuluh puluh ribu malahan mungkin mencecah ratus ribuan orang yang pernah ke Ireland, tak kiralah untuk tujuan belajar, menetap di sana atau sekadar pergi untuk bercuti.
Titik bawahnya ( baca: the bottom point is ) penulis mempunyai banyak cermin cermin yang boleh dijadikan panduan sepanjang hidup kat sana.
Sebelum buat apa apa, tengok dulu cermin tu.
Cermin tu retak seribu ke, dah kelabu ke, atau masih bersinar sinar bak sang mentari yang menyinar di pagi hari ( chewahhh ) 
Mestilah nak ikut cermin yang masih elok, berseri seri, boleh digunakan tanpa was was untuk dijadikan panduan kan?
Jadinya, tak perlulah risau sangat bila nak pergi negara orang tu.
Cuma pastikan pandai jaga diri, fikir masak masak sebelum buat sesuatu keputusan, dan pandai pilih cermin…

Setakat itu sahaja..

Assalamualaikum
^^ 

Sunday, August 26, 2012

hey there raya!

Salam to all!
Finally, a raya entry! *cue suasana di hari raya song*

This year's raya is definitely one of the best raya ever!
Apart from getting a whole lot of duit raya (they give extra because I'm flying soon ^^), I also get to travel to 23 places in 9 days(!) and visited 3 of my friends (A/N I never visit my friend's house outside of KL before)

So, here's what I have been doing for the past 9 days ;)

Day 1
Friday, 17th August @ 28th Ramadhan

KL-Grik-Lenggong-Raban-Pekan Taiping-Aulong

It was my sister's 19th birthday. *shoutout to ma lil sis*


With 2 boxes of regular Domino's pizza delivered to our doorstep being "late", we began our raya exploration at exactly 0100
Singgah sahur at simpang pulai, and then back on the road
Took detours to visit the relatives on our way to reach opah's house in Aulong
We even managed to do a little raya shopping at Pekan Taiping despite the very, very hot weather (and it's puasa too, and we're travelling @.@ )
Reached hometown very late in the evening, then buka with the family :)

Day 2
Saturday, 18th August @29th Ramadhan

Aulong

Stayed home, to cook.
It's raya tomorrow!

Day 3
Sunday, 19th August @ 1 Syawal

Aulong-Taman Marisa-Kota West-Aulong

Weeee~ it's raya!

first raya look :)
Visited 2 of the relatives' houses.
The original plan was to visit 3, but 1 was MIA :(

Day 4
Monday, 20th August @ 2 Syawal


Aulong-Kampung Dew-Simpang Empat-Aulong

Visited the must-go place during raya: Kampung Dew :)
Met a cute little girl, Hidayah
She was extremely friendly, and bubbly too :)
Reminds me of the Hidayah I met during our awesome HA @ Hospital Serdang

i miss you. i wonder how are you doing? :(
Day 5
Tuesday, 21st August @ 3 Syawal

Aulong

The plan was to go to Kedah today.
But, since le sis attended recording for Irama (Raya Ketiga, 6pm)
So, we stayed to watch that.
Sayang seribu kali sayang, we didn't even get to catch a glimpse of her! What a waste of time =.=;;;
Tak pasal2 kena dengar lagu melayu kurun keberapa ntah.

Her back then…
http://www.malaymovieonline.com/2011/09/melodi-edisi-raya-2011.html
Melodi Raya 2011 part 2
She was practically everywhere =___=

Day 6
Wednesday, 22nd August @ 4 Syawal

Aulong-Bandar Baharu-Parit Buntar-Bertam-Alor Star-Mergong

To Kedah we go!
Visited Dini, fellow classmate at Bandar Baharu


Then, together with Dini and her mom, we visited Ainun, the other classmate :)

abah ainun lawak baq hang! xDD
Then, we're off to Pak Long's house and finally arrived at Chu's new house in Mergong.

Day 7
Thursday, 23rd August @ 5 Syawal

Mergong-Kuala Kedah-Langgar-Jalan Tun Abdul Razak-Aulong

Woke up early in the morning to receive duit raya from the working Pak Su :)
What a great way to start the day with huh? :DD
Then we're off to visit Cik Na and her kids in Kuala Kedah
It was a quick visit, good to see them still bubbly and very noisy ;pp
Visited ibu's colleague, kak bunga zahara in Langgar.
Met abang kelapa muda.
abang kelapa muda, cahaya keimananmu terpancar pancar. tapi sayang, kau memilih adikku, bukan diriku T^T *nangis sebaldi
Then, we visited an old friend of mine, Syarafana :)


sayang awak ;)
Stayed for quite a while (melepaskan rindulah katakan)
Then, we went back to Opah's house that night

Day 8
Friday, 24th August @ 6 Syawal

Aulong-Kuala Kangsar-Talang-Taman Mutiara-Tanjung Rambutan-Ipoh

Woke up VERY early in the morning.
Then, we took off to Tok Teh's house.
Since it's very early, they were all still asleep =.=
awkward~
oh, future housemates did a VERY excellent job in booking our house!
Since, I'm away sakan beraya, they really made me touched when they send me that text saying that we finally secured a house together! T^T *menangis sebaldi

My address:
34-1-4 Belgrove Student Residence,
UCD,
Belfield,
Dublin 4,
Ireland.

^^

Back to the raya story, we visited Tok Chik's house.
Met the scandalous pakcik biru muda. LOL

Day 9
Saturday, 25th August @ 7 Syawal

Ipoh-Cameron Highlands-KL

Time to say byebye to Wanchow and family.
Got a few winter clothes and more duit raya :DD
oh oh, we also ate laksa sarawak, 2 types of spaghetti and lasagna for breakfast.
LOL xDD #hungryhippo

The family were awesome.
- Faris mengamuk because of us locking him out of the room.
- Faris cross-dressing.


- Faris in full suit winter-clothing


- Faris and Amsyar flower makeover.
- Amsyar's non-stop nags about the kuih raya
- Amsyar got nervous breakdown upon acknowledging ayang's sudden confession.
LOL #epicmomentwiththekids
- Ayah Cho and Wanchow bergotong royong preparing the food.
- Ayah Cho and Wanchow gave me lots of things from winter jacket to leather jacket to muffler to gloves to luggage bag…
Terima kasih banyak Wanchow and Ayah cho :)


Then. we're off to KL pronto…or not…
Got sesat on our way, we went to Cameron Highlands instead..
Sesat is one thing, might as well enjoy the trip!

Ayang bought this super huge and fluffy Strawberry pillow...


We stopped at the Bharat's tea shop and bought fresh strawberries smoothie and vanilla milkshake and some tuna sandwiches.

On our way down, like deja vu, I puked. 
(A/N I puked during our family holiday to Cameron Highlands too)
Well, what do you expect?
Strawberry smoothie+vanilla milkshake+lasagna+motion sickness = massive disaster
+.+''''

To regain my energy, we ate at this medan selera near Masjid Jamek Tapah
We ate and ibu already went to start the car while me and my sister were finishing our last bites.
Then, a sudden commotion exploded.
Little that we know that it was all due to a snake.
Seriously, it was an unforgettable event.
Everyone was panicking; a few went up the chairs, some makciks ran to some random cars, I think, and knocked on the door hard begging the owner to let them in, some just left their uneaten food and went to a safer side while a few braver others went to catch the snake which is hiding under a table after being chased by a very awesome pakcik (so my sister said) chanting hoo~s and woo~s.
Awesome weiiii :DD

After all of that, we drove home and safely arrived right before Maghrib :)

me and sis wishing all of you a very happy eid mubarak!
till next time~
annyeong
^^

Monday, July 9, 2012

100 unknown facts about me



1. Have a fetish towards guy’s forehead
2. Love plaid
3. Attracted to “old” people
4. Love being in fandoms
5. Never a girlfriend
6. Nevertheless, a hopeless romantic
7. Want to be a singer
8. Dance to lose weight
9. My heaviest is 61 kg
10. Almost shook hand with Leeteuk
11. Distance myself with people whose names are soleha, alia
12. (For those who didn’t notice it) Am actually an introvert
13. Hate short people
14. Stood beside Jaejoong’s van before, with him inside of course
15. Not a picky person
16. Hence, not very “special”
17. Not good at expressing my feelings (especially anger and thankful)
18. Not very close with my dad
19. Have a friend whom I did not talk to from high school till now
20. Find it very hard to change
21. A crybaby
22. Both my palms are always sweating
23. Went to JYJ’s dressing room when they’re not there anymore ;(
24. Have a very awkward relationship with my stepmother
25. Don’t live a privileged life
26. Went through 4 interviews after SPM
27. Interview by MAIWP is the worst and I hate it so much
28. Cried so much after the interview by MAIWP
29. Thought of myself as underloved child
30. Had a tough childhood
31. Used to get haunted by jinn during childhood
32. Faint-hearted: level 9999
33. Fall in love easily
34. My sedara is a celebrity under the group called Max24:7
35. Had a crush on him before
36. Nearly got engaged when I were still a child
37. Long to see almost-got-engaged him
38. Love my eyes the most
39. Newly found love towards kids
40. Love cheesy things 128√e980 ;)
41. Like really, really cheesy things, even if it’s clichéd
42. Used to have a crush on my own teacher
43. Hate my primary school life the most
44. Used to prefer not talking
45. Want a Muslim Korean Irish to be my hubby
46. Want my children to be of mixed culture
47. Hopeless with fashion
48. Love circle lens
49. But till now, still don’t know how to wear contact lens properly
50. Very competitive especially in academics
51. Very self-conscious
52. Love clean-cut males
53. Metrosexual? Oh yes!
54. Support bromance
55. Not as innocent as I look
56. Perverted, at times
57. My first flight is when I’m 20
58. Sleeping is a priority
59. Lose my mind when the clock hits 12 am
60. Very possessive
61. Hence, obsessive
62. Hate when my things are being touched by others without permission
63. Have trouble sleeping at new places
64. Out of all my encounter with cats, I cried for most of them
65. Enjoy karaoke-ing
66. Attracted to guys with baby face
67. Attracted to guys with small eyes, single eye-lidded most preferably
68. Attracted to Korean-style guys
69. Chinese guys >>> Malay guys
70. A camwhore
71. Featured in a Youtube video, singing Sorry Sorry (a collaboration)
72. Love cooking show
73. Hate people who have no backbone
74. Attracted to leaders
75. Think that leaders have this charismatic aura
76. Feel safe around them
77. Hate talking about money
78. Curse when extremely mad
79. Want to be a doctor because of my nose bleed incident
80. Just don’t believe the too-good-to-be-true guy (e.g Dato’ Fazley, Nichkhun)
81. Gets bored quickly
82. Love baseball, but hates it as well..it brings bad memory
83. Has a penchant for 175++cm guys :)
84. Claps loudly while laughing at real funny stuffs
85. Super huge crush on OYS, still am
86. Narcissist
87. Hence, have a habit of checking out myself on the mirror
88. When I get scolded, I’m too afraid to talk back, too egoistic to say sorry; so I just stay quiet
89. Thinks Japanese language is sexy as hell
90. Love to learn new languages and go to the country to practice them
91. Attracted to men involved with fashion designing/cooking
92. Enjoys being lovey dovey
93. Love to stare at men’s hands
94. Absolutely attracted to men who have nice fingers
95. Feels good after helping people out
96. Hates guys who smokes
97. Love charisma (kindly refer to CL, Kai, Sunggyu)
98. Ulzzang babies are the best *o*
99. Wants a fanfic-like love life, with a happy ending of course
100. Slim and slender <3

i'm officially an IB survivor! \m/


Thursday, 5th July 2012, 2100


It started off with the night before the result being announced, in which I was still slacking around, watching some videos, reading some fanfics...doing other normal stuffs I do and not caring a bit about the result that will be announced tomorrow.

To add up to my not-caring mode, I haven't search for my ID slip in which I need it to gain access to my result, which would be posted online.

Then, the nervousness hits me. finally

On Facebook, my batchmates started to update their status. And I started feeling guilty.


So, out of impulsion rather than the supposedly compulsive act, I searched for my ID slip among the bundles of things I packed from college, in which I haven't touch since the day I reached home after clearance. (It stayed neatly and obediently at one corner in my room) 

Then, after 30 minutes of frantically searching (yes, the nervousness has finally taken over myself) alhamdulillah, found it. Then, being super-diva me, an update to my Facebook status: I found my ID result slip! *insert sigh of relief* -.-

Then, it begun.... I started feeling uneasy. All the what-ifs are coming to me, wandering inside my mind.
What if my points did not meet the requirements?
I did very badly for my EE, it was a total crap. What if the examiner refuse to read it and just marked it as CRAP?
What if my TOK essay got plagiarized or worst, being accused to plagiarism?

All I can do at that moment was to pray.... That Allah will give the best for me..




Friday (D-Day), 6th July 2012, 0600


After performing Subuh prayer, I just can't go back to sleep.  Therefore, I go online.

But, that didn't help me with my mental breakdown. It was adding salt to my wound. The updates, the tweets. I cursed every single one of them, secretly in my heart.

I nervously waited for the clock to hit 8 am. That time, the kids' class would start, and my mentor would not be able to call me and tell my result before the actual time of release.

Or so I thought....

I was busy diverting my attention towards anything other than the result thingy. Social networking sites was off-limits. Then, it happened..

My phone rang at exactly 12.45pm. The caller ID clearly stated the person's whose calling: Pn Satinah.
or better known as my mentor / EE advisor. *insert dramatic music here*

At that moment, I was mind-f***ed. Like seriously.

I didn't do anything except to stare at my phone, holding it and was shaking like hell.

Then, the ringtone goes off. I didn't answer her call.

The sudden realization hit me. I could have known my result by now.

And no, I'm not ready for that.

After the incident, I cried, screamed, tawaf around the house like a mad person. Yes, this is a true story. And no, there is no exaggeration whatsoever in the story.


I called my mom. And then my sister. Crying like a baby, they told me to calm down.

Phone call with ibu
me: ibu~~~~ (sambil menangis teresak-esak)
ibu: kenapa ni?
me: tadi mentor ayong telefon
ibu: lepas tu?
me: dia dah tau result ayong...mesti dia call nak gitau result ayong. ayong tak ready lagi T.T
ibu: then tak payah la angkat.. tunggu ibu balik, tengok result sama2
me: ok. tapi ayong takut...nanti dia telefon lagi camne?
ibu: off la handphone, nanti ibu telefon guna telefon rumah
me: ok..ibu, ayong takut la result.
ibu: ala..apa nak takut. ibu percaya ayong boleh. perut ibu dah sejuk dah ni haa.. time spm result dulu tu pun kan perut ibu sejuk jugak?
me: hmm *speechless* (terharu wehh ;_____;)
ibu: ok lah..jangan nangis dah..
me: ok..bye

Phone call with ayang
me: ayang~~~~~
ayang: kau dah kenapa?
me: ayong takut T.T
ayang: takut apa pulak?
me: result ayong kuar 8 malam ni
ayang: so??? hehh ni pun nak nangis ke?
me: ayong takut...nanti result tu kuar online. nanti kau tolong tengokkan eh?
ayang: yelah2
...

After ibu, then ayang, then comes the SNS.
I updated my FB, then twitter..

Then, something BIG happened.

Sir Razali commented on my status update on FB, "36"

I was like dsjbdahfdakhvh. Is this it? I was avoiding Puan Satinah and this happened?!!!



"36" Is this what I got for my total points? If this includes bonus points, it would mean I didn't meet the requirement, then it would also mean byebye Ireland.

A lot went through my mind, thanks to Sir Razali.

Fast-forwarding....

Since the result was to be released at 8pm, Malaysian time, I performed my solat maghrib first.

Then the clock strikes 8pm.

Everyone else started to update "alhamdulillah.." as their status on FB.

Everyone else..but me.

I decided to wait for ibu and ayang to come back home and view the result together, despite knowing my "result" already, thanks to Sir Razali.

At 9.30 pm, they came back.

And so it began.

I was stalling time, chit-chatting with my sister as it has been 2 weeks since the last time I saw her while having a late dinner with them.

Then, the question finally appeared. Ibu asked "Ayong camne? Dah tengok ke result?" 

I shook my head and told my sis to do it for me.

I left a tab open with my ID and personal code already keyed in. The only thing to do is to press the login tab and go the result section.

Before that, I warned both my sis and ibu that I may be only be getting 36, well, that's what Sir Razali told me.

Then...

I was plastered to the wall against the laptop monitor, when my sister is in front of the laptop, searching for the tab I left opened. Ibu was at the dining table.

"Dah tekan ke?"
"Kejap....*silence*....dah"
Ibu quickly ran over to see what's on the screen.
Ayang still browsing through the screen, up and down...when suddenly...
"40!"
Ibu turned around and grabbed me who was still plastered on the wall into a super-tight hug, kissing my cheeks non-stop.
I cried... T.T

Then, I look into the screen to see yes, my result is 40, indeed.

I was in disbelief. 37+3

I got A for my crappy chemistry EE?!!! and B for my TOK?!!!!

Never in my IB life would I ever dreamt of getting full bonus point. I was hoping for 1, at most.

But, Allah works in mysterious ways...
Alhamdulillah.


I was in the IB programme, and this is my story.
p.s I SURVIVED IB Y'ALL~!!!
p.p.s I survived it, and so will you! ^^

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

my weak fangirl heart is trembling


It all started with this picture...
Okay, now you see...it's nothing special...
It's just a bunch of guys, riding the escalator..taking a picture while doing so..
Or, for you kpop-minded people out there, you'll see here EXO-K members at the airport, on their way to MBC KOREAN CULTURE FESTIVAL IN LONDON 2012..

But, wait, is that all?

.

.

.

Well, not for me, for sure..
If you look closely....


See what I'm talking about?!!!!
See that smirk over there?!!!!!
See that VERY naughty boy, looking at the camera, posing innocently, but his smile is nowhere near something you would call "innocent" (kindly refer to baekhyun's smile for the real innocent smile)

Oh dearest Kai, you're such a tease!!

arghhhhh my weak fangirl heart...
ottokajwo?!!!


-kkeut-

Monday, June 25, 2012

fly away, love

The result day is nearing :S
Today is D-13
if the result was to come out on 7th of July.
Well, at least that is what has been buzzing around among us, D'Batch.
O' Allah, please let me get 36 or above,
pretty please with a cherry on top *o*

All I can do now is to pray.. and hope I'll get the best.(the others as well!)
I really hope one of the things in my wishlist (refer to my wishlist on the left side) will be checked soon...

Saturday, June 23, 2012

of teh ais


I'm craving for some kfc's teh ais T_______T
Seriously, akak kfc makes the best teh ais in the world!
Even ibu approves of that..
We're gonna stop by at kmb just to buy teh ais soon..
LOL semangat much?
But I really miss the sweet, and creamy taste of the teh ais ;____;
and also the moments I spent, with teh ais as a company...
Yeah, I miss my geng teh ais..
How we spent the moment together, talking about everything, and anything..
While drinking teh ais...
Uwaaaaa ;]
To the juniors, who still have the chance to enjoy your teh ais, within walking distance only, please, please, please make full use of it.
LOL over pulakk =.=

p.s anyone wants to belanja me teh ais?

Friday, June 22, 2012

things you do while you're in KMB

KMB?
That's kolej mara banting for ya.. *winkwink*

I'll be giving out a few heads-up on what can you do to spend your 2-years time here, and make it less I.B-oring...
[A/N: i'm an ex KMB-ian, class of 2010-2012 aka D'Batch]

BBQ!
It's fun to do this with your acquaintances and trust me, you guys will become closer afterwards..
The process is a bit leceh, but it's worth it ^^
[ A/N: done this with my mentor-mentee group, BBQ chicken is simply awe to the some! ]
note: picture above is for illustration purposes only ^^
check out the gym
Even if you're not the sporty type, the gym is just a must-go place for every KMB students! It's soooo cool. There are squash place, place where you have these big mirrors, and many different equipment to keep you fit as fiddle!
[ A/N: been here quite a few times for cheer practice, sports' day or just to chill out but never make it a routine to hit the gym; which explains the flabby everything :(  ]
note: picture above is for illustration purposes only ^^
music room
Well, this place is actually restricted, but it's a very cool place to hang out.. No wonder the music club members are so easy-going, they have a special place to chill in this stressful place of KMB :] There are many instruments available for you to just let your talent shiine~
[ A/N: me and my classmates even made our own rendition of hari raya song in this very room, and it was aweesome! :D ]

cook in the cooking room
You may conduct this activity during mentor-mentee session. Or if you want to spend longer time with Mrs. Pot and Mr. Pan, you might want to join the cooking club!

play sports
There are A LOT of tournaments that you can join throughout these 2 years. Interblock, sports festival, to name a few. This is your chance to add a few medals to your collection :D

chill in the TV room
Well, this is the best place to release your stress, as no money is required. You can hang out with your friends watching movies, and maybe buka puasa together here.

stay up in the common room
This is where i spent most of the crucial time finishing the excruciating math portfolio, burning the midnight oil getting ready for examinations, and discuss projects with fellow group members. The more the merrier, right? When you do your work together with your friends, it becomes less stressful, somehow..
[A/N i remembered how my classmates and I went cuckoo finishing up our math portfolio here, we didn't manage to go to sleep the whole night and went to class the next morning looking like zombies O-O]

lepak at KFC
Not Kentucky Fried Chicken, but Koperasi Food Court :) Kueytiaw Pattaya is a must-have and roti boom Abdul Alim is simply irresistible! You must go and try it out!!

go alamanda/banting
Well, if your sponsors have just bank-in your allowances for the month, you might want to spend it WISELY at alamanda/banting. A class trip would be fun, and if you're the adventurous type, you can go by your own to these places just for the fun of it. Be careful though!

iftar
My first time eating in a dulang with 5 other people is in KMB. A very interesting experience, I have to admit. You can do it together with classmates, your usrahmates, IRP mates...
[ A/N: you may become lovey-dovey by feeding one another >.< ]

usrah
Bulatan gembira, or the cool conference, as the boys referred it to, is one experience you wouldn't want to miss! The girls have their usrah every Friday, (compulsory) and the boys have it on Tuesday (I think). Worry not, because akak naqibah and abang naqib are all nice people :)

I'm ending this note with a shoutout to the juniors in KMB, I hope you guys have a great time in KMB because I know I did, and good luck in your IB exam!
To the D'Batch, thank you for the memories, ukhuwwah fillah till jannah insyaAllah ;D


Tuesday, June 5, 2012

wedding photoshoot

Salam!
It has been sooooo long since I last updated my blog..
I really miss this blog..but I just can't find time to write..
But, this post... It would be a pictorial one, and might be a slightly okay, LONG post, I guess.
I really love this topic.
I would so much want to do this when my time comes. *blushes*
And, I love cheesy things, so this post my include some of the most cheesiest pose for a wedding, so
WARNING! not suitable for the cold-hearted as it contains romance, love-in-the-air mood and unstoppable cheesy acts. Don't say I didn't warn you!
But to those who share the same view as me, enjoy yourselves!

;)

hyunjoong-hwangbo

se7en-hanbyul





yonghwa-soohyun





nickhun-victoria



hwanhee-hwayobi



marco-dambi


jo kwon-gain


joon-hyuna


yunho-jiyeon

i waaaaaaannttttt~ ;O

p.s till next time..bye!